Scaredness

I am scared. Of what it going to happen in the future.
I'm scared of being embaressed.
I'm scared that maybe someone will judge me when I make mistakes.
I'm scared and I don't want to be scared.
I'm scared I won't have fun.
I'm scared that this is all one big mistake, even though i know it isnt
I hope everything will turn out okay.
Inside, I have a feeling that it will.

Beda! 6 days late

Hi

So I'm blogging again, First time in 2 months. yay.

So I'm going to try my hand at BEDA. 

It's raining outside and I'm bored. I think I'm supposed to be studying or doing research on Slovenia, but I don't want to.

I went to see my friend's arangetram yesterday. She was really good. 

I'm scared that a few years from now there will be no one to play the tabla and the flute and the sitar and stuff.

What happens if we all want to learn the guitar?

I want to learn how to play the guitar too and now I feel guilty about it.

I'm feeling very empty right now.

Atleast I think I am.

I want to go watch some TV. 

I like TV. It makes me happier.

Sorry if this was depressing.

I'm not depressed. It's raining and I'm sleepy and i want to sleep but I can't because I have to go somewhere.

bye.